Tuesday, 9 December 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 11:04 PM
today morning wake up le, jiu do house work, then went cut hair.... after that meet jasmine at tampines inter to school... for wad leis... see wheather she can dun go oversea ma... ya...then reach le, teacher not there then went up sc room first... saw udrena and two more sc members doing their work... went there play my psp and waiting for xin pei and karen to be down.... so late de them...after that jasmine went to find teacher and talk but cannot cancel the trip lehs?? she so unwilling have to go le...lolsthen went back sc room wait for them to come down... ah ha... both of them come down le... xin pei came down first then follow by karen... then somethings bad happen then karen started to EMO le... ask her say nothing, then nvm lor since she dun wan say then okie lor....after that problem solve le, then she can say "hai for emo for nothing" okie nvm....went waiting for the two gal come out from toilet... i did think of something... "Why she EMO nobody scold but still can joke with her??""why i EMO everyone scold instead of joke with me ??nvm, maybe i thinking too much le.... so the problem just go away...went mac had our dinner then went down photocpoy my I/C for job interview de... yathen went home after that... while waiting for xin pei and jasmine reply my msn window, help mother separate red colour beans and green colours beans.... then phone rang.... hmmwent back pick up saw them on msn saying is my fault that dun let jasmine go.... already not in the mood to say le... still wan carry on... fine... i pei u all carry on.... on msn really no more nice guy le... reached my limits le... no choice blow off... wad u all say me?? " wad happen to u few days?? why so xiao qi de?? why?? "as if i am in fault like that?? why u all, always tot that me who cause this all?? why?? went other boys u all dun dare to say is them? still can joke with them, not angry with them?? when is me, all the blame been throw to me...?? why?? meaning there's is not joke between me and you all izzit?? maybe i cannot be like other boy been treated that way too?? or between me and other boys there is not compare??you all been saying there is limit to everything, but i just dun see any limit in you all?? have u all reach the top of my head le?? been bully as and when u wan bully jiu bully?? if that the case come on... i not any backup or toy to be toyed or played around....must i really always emo at first then in the end u all will be happy??
Labels: I Am Not A Toy or A Backup Friend